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In ‘Taxi Driver’ (1976), Travis Bickle railed against social decay, moral corruption, and the depraved filth he perceived in the near-bankrupt New York City of the mid 1970s. An insomniac, alienated Vietnam War vet, his taxi trips revealed the city to him as a “sewer” filled with “scum” that needed to be “cleansed”.
Around the same time, another taxi driver, a real one, Jamie Gillis, was also recording audio diaries in a similar way. Jamie worked in cabs on and off in the 70s while he acted in adult films and the occasional play. But his tapes were the opposite of Travis Bickle’s: Jamie reveled in the city’s seediness and the sexual possibilities it offered, and he documented his days with a detail that was as graphic as it was honest.
And so, perhaps Jamie Gillis was what Travis Bickle feared: Jamie was the moral decay.
He was the other Taxi Driver.
Not to say that Jamie was untroubled. He was plagued by doubts, questions, and phobias – his “sickness”, he called it. He feared that the initial promise of the porn film business, that had made him a star of sorts after his leading turn in The Opening of Misty Beethoven (1976), was about to come crashing down – that adult films would never live up to his high expectations, that he was turning into a sexual jester, and that he would never fulfill his potential.
So what is the story behind his recordings?
In 1976, Jamie met Gael Greene, a well-known character in the city. She belonged to the blue bloods of Manhattan society, having been New York magazine’s high-profile restaurant critic for the previous decade. She was a smart, sleek, feline blonde, ten years older than Jamie, well known and well-regarded in polite and cultured circles. And she was obsessed by Jamie’s sexually wanton lifestyle.
They first met when she was promoting her erotic novel, ‘Blue Skies, No Candy’: “He knew my work. I knew his,” she later wrote.
Jamie stopped, picked up the book, read a few lines, and laughed. “You’re the food writer from New York magazine,” he said to her. “And your hero has my name.”
Gael replied: “And you’re that actor. From those movies.”
She described him at the time as young, surprisingly shy, with shiny black curls and perfect posture. Even better-looking in person, she noted. “You were wonderful in Misty Beethoven,” she told him.
“That was fun to make,” Jamie replied,” because I liked the woman in that one.”
“What do you do when you don’t like the woman?” Gael asked.
Jamie looked her straight in the eyes, and said, “I can always get myself in the mood.”
They started a relationship that was tempestuous and torrid. They were an odd couple, but well-suited too: Jamie’s business was sex and his passion was food. And Gael’s interest and passion were, well, sex and food. She claimed that “the two greatest discoveries of the 20th century were the Cuisinart and the clitoris,” and she was quick to reach for sexual metaphors whenever describing the ecstasy of tasting food in the upper crust restaurants of the city. “Sex and food have been completely intertwined since the beginning of time,” she said.
They saw each other often, dealing with the pleasures, jealousy, and complications that resulted. Gael couldn’t get enough of Jamie’s sexual explorations, and Jamie slipped into her world – overnight becoming her guest at places that had never been available to him.
But Gael, the insatiable critic as she was called, wanted more from their union. She believed Jamie could, and should, be a big-name actor, and so she connected him with A-list players in the industry – auditions with directors like Mike Nichols, strategy meetings with super agents like Sue Mengers. She took him to Europe to try new restaurants, and stay with friends like Julia Childs.
And came the book: it was Gael’s idea. She persuaded Jamie they should write their story by documenting their hedonistic life together. It would capture the era through the eyes of two disparate people with similar lusts and appetites. Jamie agreed: he figured that with Gael’s literary track record and contacts, it could be a hit, raising his profile, and enabling him to fulfill his vague dream of becoming a full-time theater actor.
Gael suggested Jamie keep an audio diary for one year. He would tape his innermost thoughts, feelings, desires, and the crude, unexpurgated details of his everyday life in all its seamy detail. In return, she would add her own experiences – and they would turn it all into a biographical tale of two lovers crisscrossing 1970s New York, slipping between the city’s high society events and its grimy porn film scene.
So Jamie started recording: but his tapes ended up being more than a diary. They document a spiral – a downward journey into a damaged soul as he dealt with questions that plagued him: ambition, sexuality, art, talent, lust, and love. The recordings that resulted – unfiltered after hours reflections, candid and honest, are presented here for the first time. Needless to say, turn off now if you are liable to be offended.
This is Part 1 of the story of Jamie Gillis and Gael Greene in 1978.
This podcast is 49 minutes long.
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This is spectacular!!!!!! A combination of personal history, cultural history, New York memories, and adult film insight, all wrapped up in a portrait of a complicated, conflicted and engaging man.
Superb work. I cannot wait for the next instalment.
Thanks Victor!
Have to admit this is a game-changer in the recording of film history: a primary source of in-the-moment events and reactions by one the adult film industry’s most intriguing figures… who knew that in 2026, the world would be treated to content as rich as this. Incredible. Or just another amazing day in The Rialto Report 😉
We appreciate that Nathan!
I am spellbound by this – and am only halfway through listening. Thank you for everything you do. It is much appreciated.
Thanks Sam!
As it happens, back in the late 90s or early aughts — well before the downfall of founder Mario Batali —I saw Gillis dining solo at Lupa, I was doing same, and gave him the “Seinfeld” nod.
I bought a copy of “Delicious Sex” by Ms. Greene about thirty years ago, and I wish I could find it again. Same with “Blue Skies, No Candy. As per usual the Rialto Report delivers!
…and I can really identify with the problem about having “potential” most of one’s life. It’s like, geez, if you can see that I have the skill and/or talent to do something, then why doncha help point me in the direction I need to go to succeed? Because folks who say that think they’re being complimentary when they speak of something of which they know very little, if that.
Agreed. I thought there was a certain sad poetry to Jamie’s talk about not living up to his potential.
Thanks LA!
I’ve been a fan for many years but this elevates film-related content to a new level. Congratulations.
Thanks very much Sarah!
I agree: film podcast raised to the level of art about the human condition.
Awesome Article And Podcast Keep Up Good Work
Thanks Jeff!
To hear Jamie talk about potential, he could be easily talking about me.
Absolutely incredible, your old Jamie Gillis content from years ago is what made me fall in love with his story after being intrigued by his film roles and looking him up online. I’ve since dedicated so much time to reading, listening, and watching anything and everything about him and would die for more Jamie pods from Rialto Report. I hope he’s happy in heaven (or more to his taste hell) knowing young women today are still becoming fans and hanging on his every word
I’ve always found Jamie Gillis’s duality fascinating. He is the consummate porno star while also being a consumer of pornography like the rest of us guys. I see a lot of my younger self in Jamie. Particularly when I was studying abroad in London at age 21. Meeting many women. Not really establishing any real relationships with any of them. Spending a lot of time alone with my thoughts. Willing to dine on my own in restaurants. A lot of the brooding Jamie does sounds the way my diaries read at the time.
This is gold dust! Thank you so much. I am really looking forward to the second instalment. Wonderful work.
I’ll have to listen to this when I get the chance. Some women like a project. Gillis was that for her. The first movie that I watched with Gillis was hosted by Elvira Mistress of the Dark. It was a horrible low budget horror film about zombie Nazis. I was just an innocent kid and had no idea the lead actor started in hundreds and hundreds of dirty movies.
I never heard of this lady but I like her already. There is nothing more enjoyable than being with a woman who likes to orgasm and eat good food.
very interesting I remember seeing Sharon Mitchel in porn movies she had a accent when she said harder harder LOL also saw Jamie in some underground movie that involved BDSM and scat, definitely very weird
Amazing..